Tag: kanel (dragon)

2017 -> 2018

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This year I actually really wanted to do a Christmas Painting of Smolder & bigger Smolder this year since I haven’t done any Christmas personal art for myself in the last several years actually.

This week has been, well something. Unmotivating and a rather slightly lonely one. More so than I wish to admit.

Wouldn’t really make it in time for the Holidays. (But I’d probably still do it, cause I still really want to.)

The closing/end of the year has been uh, not so fantastic.
But, overall I’m somewhat looking forward to 2018 and going into it with a slightly different mindset on the way I should approach my work, others, personal problems and the way I think in general.

:::2018 Goals:::
-Paint more (I’ve done a single full paint this year. and that was back in March…That’s dishearting.)
-Study+Practice more
-Figure out what I enjoy.
-Draw more of what I enjoy. (Rather it’s fan-art, gift-art or just drawing my own things.)

-Work smart, not hard.
-Stop being so distant and try approaching others more / get better at talking. (Social skills, severely lacking)
-Travel / Conventions. (probably won’t happen.)
-Comic group / Participate in comic collaborations (probably won’t happen)

-Get better at Character Designs / World Building.
-Introduce more OCs.
-Work on Demonic (Finish at least a chapter or two)
-Fanart/Doujinshi comics. (I feel strongly about this one and always wanted to.)
-Dumb Smolder T-Shirt (i’m serious, had this one dumb idea for a while and really want to see how it would look on a shirt. lmao)
-Learn to 3D print / Relearn 3D.
-Get a 3D Printer
-3D Print my own OCs and friends OCs.

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Update (its Friday)

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(This isn’t really important at all unless you’re waiting on a piece from me or just curious about the moving junk. Other than that, this post is junk. Image unrelated and old.)

Okay, where do I start without going into a vent-ish word vomit mess. Had an entire thing I typed out last week but didn’t upload because it got far too personal and lengthy. So here is a more condensed version without the whining or being toxic.

MY apologies for the silence and delay.

TLDR:
Back to streaming again. Full throttle(ish) Might stream a bit this weekend
Mon-Fridays (3hrs in the morning and 3hrs at night)
finishing up owed Colored-Sketches, owed YCHS/DESIGNS for September.
Getting back to emails today.

Moving Stuff:
Didn’t qualify for the house I was originally saving for September to be near Amazon.(Still a bit upset/sulking a tad about the leasing office and their agent made it clear my chances were actually pretty good/not to worry about it. Pretty much use to this by now. Figured having the Amazon job + large chunk of savings would make it easier. But it’s whatever.)

But! Found a few places that I’ve been spending the last several days trying to secure for late September/Early October. (Subleasing/subletting is a thing I wasn’t aware existed. ) 

Driving around a lot out of the city into other areas, contacting, applying for other shit, seeing what can be done in my situation through different leasing offices/actual owners/landlords. As an introverted fuck, It’s been draining.

Had a bit of a spat with family/reached a boiling point with not wanting to have anything to do with my siblings for a while. (Nothing major or anything I want to get into anymore, things are just a tad uncomfortable.)

IN A NUTSHELL:
Streaming again. Streaming hours may flex up or down since I’m still jumping around/looking for a place to live comfortably even if temporarily asap. So I’m here, not completely but I’m getting back to drawing.

Thanks for being patient as fck with me.